aft svc, went up to e cafe to look for my cg members... while i was at e lobby, saw janson... he went for svc5 as well, so i wasn't tt surprised to see him... on my way to e cafe, was thinking wad will happen if i see peixiong... would i cry or would i still put on a smiling face when i see him... but thank God, he wasn't at e cafe & i also dunno where he went... spent some time at e cafe wif my members den aft tt, went over to KFC wif liying to haf my lunch... left at 2 plus 3pm and went over to e bus-stop to take e church bus back to JP... den liying & i went our seperate ways... back at home, slept for a while... den talked to my mum for a while until dinner time...
she asked me wad happened between peixiong & i... actually told her nothing, but e fact is, nothing can escape from her... was on e verge of tears when she asked me... i asked her wad makes her think sth happened, & she told me tt when she wanted to wake me up this morning, she heard me talking in my sleep(scary huh??) furthermore for e past few days, she noticed my eyes were sunken, so she knew sth must haf happened... so i told her everything, & she jz advised me not to think too much abt it... afterall, i've decided to let God handle this whole thing... whether peixiong ends up wif me, it all lies in God's plans... my 1st priority now is my studies, family, & of course God! relationship matters... i shall leave it aside ba...
wad happened over e past 2 days--->in a nutshell... on friday, called jayne in e morning & she asked me wad happened e previous night, so told her everything... den came online for a while... aft tt, janson called me & talked till dunno wad time... den aft tt i left home... went to BP library to return books & did self-study there... liying called me & asked me if she could join me, so i told her how to get there... spent some time at library, den went down to mac's... meanwhile, iqlimah called me & asked me wad happened, so i had to repeat e whole story again... aft tt, we left BP and went over to BB for cgm... was touched by e presence of God, & i cried like nobody's business... aft cgm was over, stayed behind & watched Sg idol den left e house wif some of e other members at 9pm or so... reached home at 9 plus 10pm... did some CM den went to sleep...
den yesterday... stayed at home e whole day... did revision, as usual... at 5 plus, went to JP to meet my mum for dinner... aft tt came home & continued wif my usual stuffs... talked on e phone a little, den went to read e bible... slept at 2 plus... tt explains why i overslept this morning... ha...
yeah, tt's wad happened these few days... today's sermon was alright, though not really practical for youths now, but guess we'll definitely need it next time... pastor Kong spoke on financial issues... apart from tt, still feeling upset over wad happened... but anyway nvm, i believe God will settle everything asap... but nevertheless, i still wanna thank God for being everything to me... as well as my members, frens, & my bro-in-christ who're always there to hear my probs... thx for everything ppl! lastly, not forgetting, my dearest mum, who's always there to gif me advice & encouragement... thx for everything!!
His princess... out
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