I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right...these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try
Somehow the plan is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay...
I've got to move on, and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard...to watch it all...alowly fade away
I'm leavin' today
'Cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
What about us? What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to hurt you
What about me?
What am I supposed to do...
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
...miss you
His princess... out
@ |10:32 PM|
met up wif vann at central aft our respective bs classes... thanks gal for e dinner, e entertaining dinner! haha... went for yummylicious hokkaido ice-cream aft tat... sat dwn by e river while enjoying e yummy ice-cream... as usual, e breeze is always refreshing... pure bliss & enjoyment... ohh... for those of u who havent tried e ice-cream before, u guys shld try someday... it's realie realie nice & yummy! gee... (:
e river indeed brings back lotsa fond, sweet & wonderful memories... haf seen e diff sides & moods of ppl... of frens & all... i've spent my time there like... for mre than twice alrdy... & yup... im stil looking forward t' mre times spent there... i mean it's a rather good place t' de-stress & relax at... & if ure unsure 'bout certain decisions & stuffs or if ure directionless, u can sort things out there... guess it's partly cos of e nice breeze... good for pondering luh... of cos, e Holy Spirit is e person u shld rely & b dependent on... ;p
& yup... u guys r gonna see a new me tis weekend... i'll b sporting a new hairdo... which wil b done on saturday evening... haha... excited? nah... im not realie excited luh... but im happy tat another task on my to-do list is gonna b completed... so yup... (:
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@ |9:52 PM|You Are a Cookie-Browine-Sundae 
Totally sweet, delicious, and comforting.
You are a total glutton for... everything!
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@ |11:28 PM|You Are an Oatmeal Raisin Cookie 
On the surface, you're a little plain - but you have many subtle dimensions to your personality.
Sometimes you're down to earth and crunchy. Other times, you're sweet and a little gooey.
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@ |11:25 PM|Your Birthdate: December 16 
Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words.
Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take.
You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it!
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.
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@ |11:21 PM|Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino 
Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!
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@ |11:17 PM|You Are Cheesecake 
Rich, sweet, and simply perfect.
You're not boring - you're just the best!
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@ |11:06 PM|Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage 
You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!
His princess... out
@ |11:00 PM|
im growing t' love e starbucks outlet at bukit panjang! so cosy! tats where i usually nua & enjoy my fav java chip frap! i always drink e same thing lorz... even when im at coffee bean, i'll also drink e same thing... as for wat drink it is, i shan't reveal it here... i'll leave it t' u guys t' guess... make a guess for fun lorz... hahaha... ;p
newae, took a realie late dinner juz nw... can b considered supper lerh... lol... but felt satisfied luh... i didnt eat anything e whole day... it's a good thing my mum doesnt know, else she's gonna kill me for skipping my meals... oops! but then again, my mum wil not b e only one who nags at me... i haf frens out there who nag at me too... haha... (:
yup... tmrw's gonna b a great day... jiayou cheryl for ya paper! (:
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@ |9:44 PM|
1) complete one chpt of bs wif cheryl! (:
2) order cakes frm gobi... ohh... their cakes r realie good! (dun ask me y & for wat... im not gonna reveal it here... ;p)
3) shop & buy presents for special occasions! *grinz* (:
4) finish up tutoring sessions! (muz realie b disciplined!)
5) finish up cny shopping! ;p
6) get a new hairdo! (:
so yup... tis is all so far lorz... wat i've planned & thott of luh... any other stuffs tat i need t' do, i'll post it up here again... tatas... (:
His princess... out
@ |12:03 AM|
was great fellowshipping wif ushers at pastamania ytd... it's good t' know ure not alone... & it definitely feels great knowing tat there r ppl who care! yeah... silence doesnt mean absence... haha... tis is sth tat i learn... ;p
made my way dwn t' ntu today... met up wif joelle & her special one for a late lunch... gotta know a new fren today... then went t' e reading room @ N2 for some self-study... bumped into paul when i was there... aft tat met up wif jL for dinner then went for prata supper wif paul & jolin... thanks paul for e ride to & fro! (:
reached home not too long ago... gonna freshen up myself & get t' dreamland soon... feeling drained & i dunno y... haha... k luh... haf a great day tmrw guys! ;p
His princess... out
@ |8:58 PM|
was giving tuition juz nw... i was in for some entertaining time frm my p6 students... as usual luh... all e jokes & stuffs began e moment i stepped into her house... lol... & yup im no longer angry wif my p2 girl... im not so xiao qi luh... haha... (:
im such a pig luh... lai chuang for a few hrs today... ppl morn call me & sms me, i didnt wake up... sorry ppl... can somebody pls kill me? im learning t' b independent luh... haha... t' e person who commented 'bout tis, u know who u r luh... ;p
spent e first half of e day nua-ing at home on my super comfy bed... showered then took a super late lunch at 3plus... finally pulled myself t' leave home at 4plus... also dunno y i took a super long time t' get ready today... i know i usually take a long time t' get ready luh, but today is exceptionally long lorz... newae it doesnt really matter anymore luh... headed t' jp coffee bean where i did my revision & stuffs... it's life's simple pleasures t' b able t' sit dwn at a cafe & settle one's stuffs... & yup... i love surprises! hahaha... *winkz*
it's dinner wif jo tmrw... yup... gal, we're gonna haf a good time! (:
p.s. jielin, if ure reading my blog, juz want u t' know tat im always a call/sms away frm u... we're gonna pull thru tog! jiayou! (:
ohh btw... how many 'supers' did i mention in tis post? ;p
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@ |9:01 PM|
aft a while she was back t' her norm self lorz... noisy again... haiz... sometimes she's uncontrollable luh & i cant seem t' predict her actions & behaviour aft teaching her for some time alrdy... urgh! wat t' do?! she got tis hyperactive behaviour... sth tat left me wondering was she gave me tat black face when i reached, as if i did sth wrong... much as i tried t' recall, i didnt do anything wat... newae... think i had tat black face when i was teaching her but hopefully tat didnt scare her off luh... ;p
oops... tis post supposed t' b much longer but i suddenly forgot wat i wanted t' write... lol... shall blog when i rmbr luh... nitez ppl! (:
His princess... out
@ |8:48 PM|
aft e visit t' ntu, proceeded over t' city hall mrt t' meet up wif a few of my cell members... proceeded t' makansutra via citylink & waited for elly there... it was an enjoyable time, e jokes & all... think our table was e noisiest lorz... thanks guys for making my day! it was a great dinner... guys, meet up mre often k? (:
p.s. elly, it was nice talking t' u... i believe we can realie grow stronger as a cellgroup, tog as one body of Christ... so yup, cont t' haf faith ya... same goes for e rest of N119, e above applies t' all of u... & yup... i haf such rational frens so u guys can definitely figure a way out ya... probs r not eternal, they're temporary! ;p
note tat im not specifically mentioning any names here so yup... dun suspect too much... ;p
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@ |9:17 PM|
hmmm... dun wna read too much into things & stuffs... dun wna think too much... dun wna stay in my comfort zone... tis is one of my goal for tis yr! & yup... i juz wna b there for my frens & for u guys... i juz wna b a listening ear for my frens & for u guys luh... frenship rocks... thank God for frens... (:
hopefully i dun sound emo ar... haha... im fine... realie... dun worry too much 'bout me k... dun want u guys t' worry... (:
haha... sth t' cheer me up & keep my mind off stuffs... my students entertained me... hahaha... tats how adorable kids can b... though they're ermmm... quite uncouth in e manner they speak, but ya... i stil love 'em... no one's perfect... ;p
so yeah... they're cute & i love 'em t' bits! haha... actualie quite ironical luh... i dragged my feet t' e kid's homes but at e end, i find teaching 'em fulfilling & a fun experience...
not sleeping yet... stil online... excited 'bout e korean food at ntu tmrw... haha... k luh... gtg! nitez ppl... oops... shld b morning right... hahaha...
His princess... out
@ |9:25 PM|
went for supper at ms aft e concert... xin wang hk cafe's food is good! it's my second time eating there but it's stil yummylicious... hahaha... not sick of e food there... took night rider back wif joanne... halfway during e journey, we fell asleep... knocked out alrdy... lol... reached home at 2plus... showered, packed my stuffs then left home again... & guess where we r nw? haha... we're at pioneer mall macs... intending t' leave at 6plus, which is soon luh... haha... blogging frm macs... im damn tired sia... didnt sleep for 2 consecutive nights... plus today, it's 3 consecutive nights... lol... gonna catch up on some beauty sleep when i get home later... ;p
it's a new day! looking forward t' cellgroup... expecting sth new & great frm God & e Holy Spirit... & at night it's weiling's birthday celebration... gonna b great... newae... good morn ppl! (:
His princess... out
@ |1:00 AM|
right nw feeling really tired sia... haha... slept at 6plus tis morn cos was watching High School Musical 2... was feeling a lil' emo ytd & suddenly felt like watching e movie... no reason y i was feeling emo & i dunno y i felt tat way suddenly... but e feeling juz came... actualie intended t' watch part1 of e movie then continue wif part2 but somehow or rather, aft searching e whole house, i cant seem t' find part1's vcd! it was my birthday presie frm my beloved cell & i cant rmbr if i've lent it t' anyone... so if u guys happen t' get hold of it, pls return it t' me... thanks! (:
slacked at bukit panjang starbucks... read my book titled, "e five ppl u meet in Heaven"... stil one-quarter of e book... felt relaxed & happy... hahaha... but stil had tat slight emo look... dunno y leh... but guess it's cos im sleepy... lol... stayed til 4plus then headed dwn t' np t' accompany jayme & at e same time t' look for van... hahaha... ate at can1 & i muz say i really miss e food! hahaha... muz go back & eat mre often ar... ha... aft tat headed t' meet a few of e ushers t' pay another usher fren a visit at ttsh... get well soon! oops... i sorta forgot his name... paiseh... ;p
alright... shall blog til here... gonna leave my house for supper! hahaha... tmrw's gonna b happening... attending jay's concert in e evening... hahaha... not a great fan of him but well... juz go lorz... (:
nitez ppl! (:
His princess... out
@ |8:52 PM|
currently at a crossroad... there r certain things in life tat we'll hafta make a decision... im thinking of moving on t' another area in career... im not intending t' cont my current job luh... some of u guys know tat im working under prudential but well... having mixed feelings... if nothing goes wrong, i'll complete my m5 then i'll move on t' another career path... thinking of being an event planner ;p
well... mre t' come... wil definitely blog 'bout tis in e days t' come... dun wna think too much... but juz maintain things like tis... of cos i do welcome changes... changes r for e better! (:
read sth interesting in teens mag ytd night... shall blog 'bout it another time... a few of e articles... hahaha...
yawn... it's getting late but well... im not staying home tonight... gotta study later... muz discipline myself ar... jiayou michelle... ;D
right nw, looking on t' mre & greater opportunities... looking forward t' duty tis sunday... & t' fulfill God's purpose... see ya ppl! (:
His princess... out
@ |8:31 PM|
haf ended work half an hr ago... nw slacking in office... haha... good thing junjie doesnt see tis, else i'm cfm going t' get shoot by him... hahaha... kidding luh... we can take our time luh... cos waiting for a fren... k luh... shall blog mre another day... feeling realie lethargic nw... ;D
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@ |2:49 PM|