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Sunday, August 21, 2005

accompanied my mum to west coast this morning.. she went to see a chinese physician cos she dislocated her shoulder blade.. ouch! ha... peixiong called me when i haven't left home but i didn't manage to take his call on time.. on the mrt to clementi, i asked him why he called.. to my surprise, he msged me & asked me if everything is alright.. i told him i'm okay & he told me he'll not be going for service tomorrow as he has guard duty & he's unable to make it for service.. after seeing the chinese physician, went to ginza plaza to buy some groceries.. passed by a shop selling all those cheongsams.. my mum bought one for my cousin's wedding & she also bought an additional set of blouse & skirt for me.. so blessed.. thanks mum!

was raining heavily when we left ginza.. fortunately there was a shelter to shelter us across the road.. while waiting for bus 30, i saw one of my ushers weishi.. talked to him till my bus came.. after that, i proceeded home.. took my lunch followed by an afternoon nap, after that continued with my revision.. now going to continue with revision..

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His princess... out
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

my oop assignment walkthrough is finally over! left school at around 7pm.. headed to raffles city shopping centre to meet my mum, my aunt & my little cousin.. they intended to buy a gown for my cousin's wedding on the 10th of sep, but they didn't manage to get anything.. took 174 from bukit timah to town.. while i was on the way to meet my family, peixiong msg-ed me & told me he got angie to help me with hounding & attendance as he will not be free to help me & he was afraid that i can't cope.. i understand his kind intentions, but somehow or rather, when he told me this, i felt very upset.. i just don't know why i felt this way, maybe i don't really like people to spoon-feed me & do everything for me as i won't be able to grow if this happens.. it could be because i also felt mentally drained & i was worried about my oop walkthrough results.. i don't want to fail the test.. i want to excel in my studies.. seems like i'm giving myself too much pressure.. ha...

so i sort of told peixiong off, even though i didn't sound really angry over the msgs.. but i just didn't want our conversation to end up in a quarrel, so i just ended the conversation by telling him that it was all my fault.. fortunately, i didn't lose my temper nor behaved oddly when i met my family members.. thank God i was able to control my temper.. =)

went to take my dinner after i reached.. my mum & aunt ate at cafe cartel before i reached.. i miss cafe cartel's food but what to do? they asked me to take my dinner at the foodcourt instead.. i was like, okay lor.. after dinner, went shopping for the gown but didn't manage to find anything nice.. shops were also closing, that's why we didn't have enough time to look around.. went to haagen dazs for ice-cream before we left.. tasted heavenly! ha... maybe it's because i didn't have ice-cream for a long time..

waited a long time for the cab.. all cabs were on call.. very fed-up! why can't they just queue up for a cab? isn't that the same as cutting the queue? hey, it's not fair to the rest of the people who queued up for a long time.. finally we had no choice but to call a cab as well.. sent my 2 aunts & my little cousin home first then proceeded back home.. msged peixiong & apologised to him about my attitude.. did some revision after that & here i am posting this entry.. very tired, got to grab some sleep soon.. nitez people..

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His princess... out
@ |8:04 PM|

Friday, August 19, 2005

yeah! my oop assignment is more than half completed, all thanks to samuel who emailed me the tester class.. thanks samuel! i just need to edit certain parts of the tester.. tomorrow is the dateline for the oop assignment & there's going to be a walkthrough test on it.. going to alex's house tonight for cgm & i believe it's going to be a great message that will be preached! i've improved in the sense that i'm now able to fight for my rights as long as it's got to do with the things of God, that's why i finish all my revision at home before i go for cgm.. will feel better in the sense.. thank God that my mum is able to understand my intentions.. even if she goes back on her word, i will still reason out with her.. i hope she doesn't, cos if you promise someone something, you are expected to fulfill it..

supposed to have an RFI talk after school but don't think i will be going for it as i thought of taking the time to finish up my oop assignment.. after that i'm left with black box testing, then my project will be completed..

have been very tired these few days.. if i've been showing you guys AP, i apologise for it.. sorry guys.. & thanks to all those who've shown me support in one way or another.. thanks guys!

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His princess... out
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Thursday, August 18, 2005

i've been kind of busy with projects & stuffs.. oop project due on friday & i've a walkthrough test based on what i've done for my project, but thank God i'm done with all my classes except my tester class.. HOPEFULLY i'm able to finish by tonight.. feel really very drained, been sleeping at 2am every night & waking up early the next morning for lessons cos of preparing for my final exams in sep.. however, through it all, i've learnt to trust in God & confide in Him about my problems..

no new changes happening in school.. everything is the same.. it's just that i don't know why, but there seems to be so many distractions around.. we are bound to face distractions but it's all up to us to see how we can handle distractions..

as for my ministry matters, i have indeed learnt to handle & take charge of more things such as attendance & forecast.. i'm glad to be given a chance.. as for peixiong, it's not for me to decide, it all lies in whether God works things out between the both of us.. so, i leave it all to God.. but most importantly, i got to be faithful in doing even the little things of God.. =)

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His princess... out
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

had a great service yesterday.. pastor spoke a message on worship, & it's a really applicable message.. we had an hour long of worship & after that it was straight to sermon.. during worship, God's presence was really tangible & i could feel His presence in that place.. i was taking charge of zone A together with grace, & we had a few ushers under us.. could feel the Holy Spirit was helping & leading us, we managed to fill most of the empty seats which was something to be thankful for.. praise God!

i did the attendance after service cos i'm in charge of it.. went up to the cafe with grace & weishi after collecting all the zone attendance.. did attendance alone as peixiong had army training & was unable to go for yesterday's service & there wasn't any other ushers around.. in the end, i managed to submit it successfully.. halfway through, we went down to level 1 logis for meeting & sis lisan highlighted points to us after each of us gave feedback on the service as well as the running of the zone.. sad to say, many of my section ushers will be transferring to friday service 1 & most of them are team leaders & zone ics.. kind of sad that they are leaving & it was rather sudden, even my team ic will also be leaving.. sis lisan was telling us that it's a good opportunity for us to rise up even more in the ministry, doing more things for the ministry as well.. i will be taking the whole zone myself the next service duty as grace will be moving up to zone south to assist peixiong.. there are a number of changes that were brought up apart from all these.. but change is good yeah?

talked to my team ic this morning.. she was telling me she will be transferring to friday service with effect from this week.. & she told me the team will be handled by peixiong & myself after she leaves.. she was telling me that she couldn’t bear to leave the team & the section but she had no choice, her cell-group is moving over to service 1.. after all, she took charge of our team when she became a team ic & she was part of our section all along.. i felt quite upset when i knew she was transferring to another section & team cos she was the one who encouraged me when things don’t go my way, the one who taught me a lot of things, the one who guided me along in the ministry, the one who gave me a lot of chances to grow, & the one who had numerous phone conversations with me.. there’s a lot of things she has done for the team as well as the section.. really appreciate whatever she has done & thank God for placing her over my life.. what she says is right, now we should support & assist sis lisan in whatever way we can.. there’s just so much i can say but i don’t want to type out a longer entry than this & also to save time for those who are reading my blog.. ha...

talked to peixiong over the phone this morning as well about our team & what we are going to do.. he booked out this morning & will only be booking in again tomorrow afternoon...

as for now, ended school some time ago.. now in the music room with charmaine, listening to her piano practice.. not bad what! this girl worry too much.. relax man! later going to west mall to get a gift for grace & my team ic.. hopefully they don’t read this, if not it will spoil the surprise.. gonna miss those team ics, leaders & ushers who are leaving the section cos it’s after all the place where we all grow together before.. we were once a family & we’ll always remain as a family.. =)

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His princess... out
@ |2:35 PM|

Thursday, August 11, 2005

yes, i know my blog has been stagnant for like months.. sorry guys to keep you all reading the same entry.. i've undergone many changes over the past few months & i can say i'm now a relatively changed person, in the way i talk, my attitude towards circumstances & towards the people around me.. i'm willing to be changed cos i don't want to live my life the same again.. i want to make a difference in other peoples' lives as well.. i want to be a shining star for Christ...

i will not be posting everything that happened cos that will take a long time.. majority of my friends know what went on in my life over the past few months.. if any of you still want to know what happened, ask me then.. i'm lazy to type out everything.. ha...

my final exams are coming soon.. i'm halfway through my revision, so thank God for His discipline.. do hope my efforts will pay off.. it will be my oop paper in exactly 1 month later, my other modules' exams are on the 9th, 14th & 15th of sept.. people, please pray for me if you can... thanks so much! hope to do better this semester compared to my previous semester.. the great news is my holidays will start on the 16th of sept, will be rather free during the holidays so can hang out with my members more often.. i have been missing out on alot of outings and stuff, & my members are complaining that i don't spend enough time with them, don't fellowship enough, always seem so busy with ministry, meetings, etc... so, i must change! ha...

he'll be going to brunei for 3 weeks training starting 1st sept & i'm going to miss him, but it will pass quickly.. anyway, time really flies.. 3 weeks will be over in a flash.. talking about the speed of time, 2005 is going to come to an end & it seems like yesterday when 2005 began.. i have learnt many things in my ministry & i've learnt to handle so many things now compared to last time... of course, not forgetting, i have grown so much more in my level of maturity in the sense that i'm able to communicate better with people.. thank God for the chances He gave to me, the improvements in my relationships with family, friends & closed ones.. there are just so many things i can thank God for!

a good news to share, my cousin is getting married on the 10th of sept! congratulations alex! i believe his marriage is approved by God so i feel really happy for him.. oh yeah, today's my dad's birthday! happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to daddy, happy birthday to you... God is blessing you now, God is blessing you now, God is blessing you daddy, God is blessing you now... and not forgetting, today is one of my member's birthday as well.. happy birthday leonard!

yeah, & yesterday was singapore's 40th birthday.. happy birthday singapore! went for breakfast yesterday with my mum at coffee bean, after that went to shop for a while: bought a new top.. stayed at home the remaining afternoon.. watched a bit of ndp after studying a bit of my work, talked to him on the phone as well.. too bad i missed the parachuting event, his officers were performing.. =)

as for sunday, went to SIS for church anniversary svc.. happy birthday City Harvest! overslept that morning & i had to take a cab from my house straight down to SIS, cab fare was very ex: $15.10... some more now building fund, have to try to save as much as i can.. stayed back for recycling after svc then went home.. took chartered bus from SIS to kallang mrt with him but he alighted at city hall to join his members for lunch.. like me, his members also complained that he never spend enough time with them.. went to PS for dinner that night to celebrate my dad's birthday in advance, then went shopping for footwear & bags with my mum & aunt.. my mum blessed me with another pair of formal heels.. thanks mummy!

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His princess... out
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