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Thursday, April 26, 2007

been havng mixed feelngs fer e past week... some good, some bad... shall go into e bad stuffs first... ahah... right... i sprained both myy ankles & arm... yuppyup... it's tat bad la... & e pain was so bad until i had t' sit down durng e prayer meetng... actually didnt wanna sit down but e pain was so bad until i had no choice... haiz... but i'm feelng beta le... thks ppl fer ur prayers & concern! thks yolanda fer ur massage too! ahaha... (:

apart from tat, svc was good! presence of God was really strong durng service... pastor derek just prayed fer e cell group leaders but those who were opened t' receive sth just fell in e presence of God... even tho' pastor didnt lay hands on 'em... it was really good... it felt great servng God too! duty was great, without glitches, but i felt i could've done beta... hah... in a wayy, more sharp & alert la... but i must sayy, i'm glad t' haf served e best i cann! heh... ;)

school wasnt tat dead afterall now... wif e company of more fwenns & classmates... made more fwenns in class & talked more t' 'em... compared to e first time i met 'em & didnt talk t' 'em at all... hah... it's good la... but i'm left wif less than 4 mths t' spend wif 'em... gonna miss 'em la... but we cann stil meet upp tho'... there's always such a thng called a cellphone so fixng meetng times & venues wont b much of a prob la... haha... ;)

ermmm... been thinkng thru' stuffs as well... well oh well... i feel tat certain thngs need t' b thott thru'... it cant b i'm nott serious 'bout stuffs at all mahh... if some of ya haf been noticng myy msn nick, hmmm... dunn thnk too much... it's nott i've been driftng away from cg, church & stuff... but... i just feel tat i'm nott into relationships... especially one tat wil draw me away from myy focus & goals... but one advice t' u guys out there... if u've been takng ppl fer granted, pls dunn... i strongly dislike guys t' take girls fer granted & makng empty promises... i didnt sayy i was being taken advantage of but i've seen ppl going thru' it... e feelng isnt nice la... who likes? ahah... i'm thankful i'm nott really gullible & i manage t' wake upp & nott fall into a well which i cann never gett out... hahs... complicated? hmmm... well oh well... certain stuffs r complicated... but... i dunn fret o'er complicated stuffs... heh... ;)

signing off...

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His princess... out
@ |5:33 PM|

Saturday, April 21, 2007

TORs, gantt charts, writeups & reports! i'm going crazy... it's drivng me upp e wall... argh... it's enuff whining la... lata stil gonna meet myy supervisor... ohh mann... myy project partner isn't here yet... but it's okayy la... i noe she's makng e effort to reach here asap... so yuppyup... shan't hold it against her la cos i myself ain't tat punctual... lolz...

newae... i must really apologise fer nott updatng myy blog as frequently... & i noe some of u haf been visitng myy blog but dunn find any updates... & yuppyup... it's a dead blog... ahah... thks guys fer being so "faithful" to keep checkng back... at least i noe there r stil ppl who care! yay...

svc fer e past 2 weeks haf been good... & yuppyup... alot of praise reports of ppl gettng healed... i'm really happie fer 'em la... ^.O

so yuppyup... end of everythng, i'm stil good... hah... ;)

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His princess... out
@ |6:30 AM|

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

alright... i bought a hamster ytd on e way back home from school... hah... wanted to keep it fer a long time... it's nott a special breed... it's just a normal hamster tats brown wif a white line... thus i decided to name it brownie... hah... actually thot of naming it chocolate milk... hah... but then... ohh well... i thnk brownie sounds rather nice... heh...

toyed wif myy lil' hamster when i reached home... then reformatted myy desk-top comp... now it's upp & running... so i'm rather proud of myself la... hah... didnt sleep tat late last night but i stil felt sooo tiredd... lethargic i would sayy... hmmm... it's a fact tat e more u sleep, e more tiredd u'll feel... it's true to a certain extent la...

countng down to e end of e dayy... ohh mann... i've gotta gif tuition tmr morning... lolz... gonna reach school late again tmr... jialat...

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His princess... out
@ |12:38 PM|

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

finally... after 5 svcs of easter! first lap over... hah... time to gear upp fer benny hinn tis week... easter was good... seeing ppl gettng saved & e effort e drama team put tog... makes it all worthwhile... of cos nott forgettng, e msg tat pastor preached... served as a turning point fer e ppl who were present... i was touched too... :)

went to e airport to send ivan off... haiz... gonna miss him... but he'll b comng back in dec tis year, which is a good thng la... sang a song fer him just b4 he went into e departure hall... he cried... we cried too... hah... guess i was one of e emotional ones... heh... but he'll always b in our prayers & in our hearts... ivan, if u're readng tis, do want ya to noe, we're gonna miss u! all of us... hah... ^.O

& tis morning, overslept! wahh... came to school late... gonna do upp my journal... alright... i've been delayng... lolz... hah... time to do some serious work la... heh... cya peeps...

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His princess... out
@ |7:51 AM|

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I've followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screamin out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I've followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I've followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own, my own


here it is... "Listen" by beyonce... one of e top 10 songs on myy list... if u guys dunno wat tis song is or how it sounds like, it's actually e soundtrack of e movie, "Dreamgirls"... ring a bell? hmmm... nice song i must sayy... but fer those who haf listened to it b4 but dunno e lyrics, here u go... njoy! ^.O

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His princess... out
@ |10:05 AM|

Friday, April 06, 2007

tdayy was a real screwed upp dayy... had panel discussion in e morning & ya... it was rather badd... tdayy's just nott myy dayy... haiz... my former supervisor just kept pushng e blame to us... i dunn wish to go into full detail abt it la... cos i dunn wish to haf much negative comments... but God is good la... i'm now under another supervisor & he's much beta... so yuppyup... at least i'm fortunate la... hah... details... well well... if u guys interested to noe, well, i cann leak out abit la... but nott here! hah... yuppyup... ^.O

preparng myself fer a great weekend... wif easter svcs... gonna b veryy strained but i believe i cann make it! cos God wil bring me thru... ;)

so yuppyup... thks sweeties! :)

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His princess... out
@ |9:32 AM|

Thursday, April 05, 2007

i practically lost myy cool tdayy... kaez... i lost myy temper at myy student... & then came myy classmate... also contributed to myy bad mood tdayy... dunn ask me so much when u dunn mean anythng in e first place... i mean... cann come & ask me whether wanna haf dinner but i stated tat i was havng tuition so if u want, must wait til 830pm... then in e end, fly me aeroplane... haiyo... fed up la! stil cann ask me whether i've eaten... then sms me at 930pm & ask if i had finished givng tuition... za dao... finished an hour ago then come & ask me... >.<

newae... i totally lost myy cool at myy student... first time i would sayy... i dunn usually scold myy students... but she... haiyo... really gott nothng to sayy mann... worse stil... tomorrow stil gott panel discussion... jialat... now touchng upp all e ppt & presentation stuffs... see if there's anythng else i cann add in... hafta reach school b4 9am... & i'm tryng to... i usually reach at 9 plus... hah... well well... gtg...

nitez sweeties! :)

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His princess... out
@ |7:17 PM|

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

btw did i mention i was supposed to watch music & lyrics ytd? but e sadd thng was, e tix were sold out!!! wahh... sadded la... i saw tat e tix were sellng out fast & e next thng i noe, it was sold out! sadd la... well well... guess i'll hafta wait until e vcd comes out, or unless i cann find someone to accompany me fer it... ^.O

so... ended up watchng 300... okayy la... nott tat bad... e effects were good... myy fren said somehow it's nott myy cup of tea... well... how true is tis? hmmm... apart from e bloody scenes, it's stil a nott bad movie... rather worth it la...

reached home at 12 plus... yuppyup... & in e end, slept rather late... tdayy's such a nice weather fer sleepng! but stil, had to dragg myself out of myy cosy bed... reached school kinda late la but myy classmates were real sweet to wait fer me so tat we could go out fer lunch tog... thks guys! heh... well well... cann predict it'll b a normal, usual dayy in school again... ;)

til then...

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His princess... out
@ |11:11 AM|

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

ytd's svc was good... pst sidney came & led us in praise & worship... God's presence was so strong... pastor mark conner gave a great word, a word in season... it definitely was practical & it's gonna help us alot... after svc, went to get e cd from ros... it's nice... dunno how she managed to place her photos on e cd... ^.O

after svc, went over to bedok wif myy members for lunch... then went over to john's house for prayer mtg... thks junjie le... it's a makeup prayer mtg... but nvm la... it's always good to pray more! :)

after e prayer mtg, chilled out at kfc wif huizhen, elly & leonard... it's been long since e 4 of us chilled out tog... let's do it more often kaez? heh... so after tat all of us went our separate ways... i took a bus back whereas e rest of them took e train...

mummy sprained her ankle... ouch... okay... i was a little sadistic ytd... actually thot of spraining my ankle again... then i was thinkng, "am i crazyy? e doc said i cant afford to sprain myy ankle anymore"... yuppyup... i torn my ligament b4 & if i were to sprain myy ankle again, i would b unable to walk... hurhurhur... i accompanied mummy to e doc last night... reached home & watched e tele...

but tis morning uh... i almost sprained my ankle... not purposely kaez... it was unintentional... i almost missed a step... wahh... if i really missed it, tats it uhh... my classmates wont see me in class tdayy... lolz... gonna watch music & lyrics tonight... but stil gott quite a no of thngs to settle in class... ohh... chien yen isnt here again...well ohh well...

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His princess... out
@ |6:22 AM|

Sunday, April 01, 2007

alrighty... ytd wasnt a veryy good dayy for me... partly cos many stuffs cropped up... kinda complicated la... aiya... it's just tat i'm supposed to meet myy fren at boon lay interchange but she didnt tell me e confirmed time she's reachng... she only told me she'll reach at 6 or 7pm... so i thot i'll wait... actually i'm mtg myy mum but i told her i'll meet my fren b4 i meet her... at first told me she'll reach at 715pm then gott lata & lata... wow... i waited til 810pm for myy fren... actually she told me she meet me after her choir prac... i mean... wats e point? waited all these while so might as well wait la... then finally she arrived... nott at e bus interchange but stil askk me to walk over to e bus stop outside myy estate... then i gott scolded by myy mum for nothng... :(

insisted tat myy mum go down to bugis first cos i'll b superb late but in e end she stil insisted on waitng for me... i was so reluctant la... didnt want to meet her but then how to when she's soooo persistent? expectng me to cancel myy appointment wif my fren when it's already confirmed 2 days back? >.<

i walked home after tat lo... wat to do? reallyy no mood to meet le... thks bert for ur time ytd... ;)

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His princess... out
@ |8:38 AM|