apart from tat, svc was good! presence of God was really strong durng service... pastor derek just prayed fer e cell group leaders but those who were opened t' receive sth just fell in e presence of God... even tho' pastor didnt lay hands on 'em... it was really good... it felt great servng God too! duty was great, without glitches, but i felt i could've done beta... hah... in a wayy, more sharp & alert la... but i must sayy, i'm glad t' haf served e best i cann! heh... ;)
school wasnt tat dead afterall now... wif e company of more fwenns & classmates... made more fwenns in class & talked more t' 'em... compared to e first time i met 'em & didnt talk t' 'em at all... hah... it's good la... but i'm left wif less than 4 mths t' spend wif 'em... gonna miss 'em la... but we cann stil meet upp tho'... there's always such a thng called a cellphone so fixng meetng times & venues wont b much of a prob la... haha... ;)
ermmm... been thinkng thru' stuffs as well... well oh well... i feel tat certain thngs need t' b thott thru'... it cant b i'm nott serious 'bout stuffs at all mahh... if some of ya haf been noticng myy msn nick, hmmm... dunn thnk too much... it's nott i've been driftng away from cg, church & stuff... but... i just feel tat i'm nott into relationships... especially one tat wil draw me away from myy focus & goals... but one advice t' u guys out there... if u've been takng ppl fer granted, pls dunn... i strongly dislike guys t' take girls fer granted & makng empty promises... i didnt sayy i was being taken advantage of but i've seen ppl going thru' it... e feelng isnt nice la... who likes? ahah... i'm thankful i'm nott really gullible & i manage t' wake upp & nott fall into a well which i cann never gett out... hahs... complicated? hmmm... well oh well... certain stuffs r complicated... but... i dunn fret o'er complicated stuffs... heh... ;)
signing off...
His princess... out
@ |5:33 PM|
newae... i must really apologise fer nott updatng myy blog as frequently... & i noe some of u haf been visitng myy blog but dunn find any updates... & yuppyup... it's a dead blog... ahah... thks guys fer being so "faithful" to keep checkng back... at least i noe there r stil ppl who care! yay...
svc fer e past 2 weeks haf been good... & yuppyup... alot of praise reports of ppl gettng healed... i'm really happie fer 'em la... ^.O
so yuppyup... end of everythng, i'm stil good... hah... ;)
His princess... out
@ |6:30 AM|
toyed wif myy lil' hamster when i reached home... then reformatted myy desk-top comp... now it's upp & running... so i'm rather proud of myself la... hah... didnt sleep tat late last night but i stil felt sooo tiredd... lethargic i would sayy... hmmm... it's a fact tat e more u sleep, e more tiredd u'll feel... it's true to a certain extent la...
countng down to e end of e dayy... ohh mann... i've gotta gif tuition tmr morning... lolz... gonna reach school late again tmr... jialat...
His princess... out
@ |12:38 PM|
went to e airport to send ivan off... haiz... gonna miss him... but he'll b comng back in dec tis year, which is a good thng la... sang a song fer him just b4 he went into e departure hall... he cried... we cried too... hah... guess i was one of e emotional ones... heh... but he'll always b in our prayers & in our hearts... ivan, if u're readng tis, do want ya to noe, we're gonna miss u! all of us... hah... ^.O
& tis morning, overslept! wahh... came to school late... gonna do upp my journal... alright... i've been delayng... lolz... hah... time to do some serious work la... heh... cya peeps...
His princess... out
@ |7:51 AM|
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I've followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screamin out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I've followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I've followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own, my own
here it is... "Listen" by beyonce... one of e top 10 songs on myy list... if u guys dunno wat tis song is or how it sounds like, it's actually e soundtrack of e movie, "Dreamgirls"... ring a bell? hmmm... nice song i must sayy... but fer those who haf listened to it b4 but dunno e lyrics, here u go... njoy! ^.O
His princess... out
@ |10:05 AM|
preparng myself fer a great weekend... wif easter svcs... gonna b veryy strained but i believe i cann make it! cos God wil bring me thru... ;)
so yuppyup... thks sweeties! :)
His princess... out
@ |9:32 AM|
newae... i totally lost myy cool at myy student... first time i would sayy... i dunn usually scold myy students... but she... haiyo... really gott nothng to sayy mann... worse stil... tomorrow stil gott panel discussion... jialat... now touchng upp all e ppt & presentation stuffs... see if there's anythng else i cann add in... hafta reach school b4 9am... & i'm tryng to... i usually reach at 9 plus... hah... well well... gtg...
nitez sweeties! :)
His princess... out
@ |7:17 PM|
so... ended up watchng 300... okayy la... nott tat bad... e effects were good... myy fren said somehow it's nott myy cup of tea... well... how true is tis? hmmm... apart from e bloody scenes, it's stil a nott bad movie... rather worth it la...
reached home at 12 plus... yuppyup... & in e end, slept rather late... tdayy's such a nice weather fer sleepng! but stil, had to dragg myself out of myy cosy bed... reached school kinda late la but myy classmates were real sweet to wait fer me so tat we could go out fer lunch tog... thks guys! heh... well well... cann predict it'll b a normal, usual dayy in school again... ;)
til then...
His princess... out
@ |11:11 AM|
after svc, went over to bedok wif myy members for lunch... then went over to john's house for prayer mtg... thks junjie le... it's a makeup prayer mtg... but nvm la... it's always good to pray more! :)
after e prayer mtg, chilled out at kfc wif huizhen, elly & leonard... it's been long since e 4 of us chilled out tog... let's do it more often kaez? heh... so after tat all of us went our separate ways... i took a bus back whereas e rest of them took e train...
mummy sprained her ankle... ouch... okay... i was a little sadistic ytd... actually thot of spraining my ankle again... then i was thinkng, "am i crazyy? e doc said i cant afford to sprain myy ankle anymore"... yuppyup... i torn my ligament b4 & if i were to sprain myy ankle again, i would b unable to walk... hurhurhur... i accompanied mummy to e doc last night... reached home & watched e tele...
but tis morning uh... i almost sprained my ankle... not purposely kaez... it was unintentional... i almost missed a step... wahh... if i really missed it, tats it uhh... my classmates wont see me in class tdayy... lolz... gonna watch music & lyrics tonight... but stil gott quite a no of thngs to settle in class... ohh... chien yen isnt here again...well ohh well...
His princess... out
@ |6:22 AM|
insisted tat myy mum go down to bugis first cos i'll b superb late but in e end she stil insisted on waitng for me... i was so reluctant la... didnt want to meet her but then how to when she's soooo persistent? expectng me to cancel myy appointment wif my fren when it's already confirmed 2 days back? >.<
i walked home after tat lo... wat to do? reallyy no mood to meet le... thks bert for ur time ytd... ;)
His princess... out
@ |8:38 AM|