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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

白键是那一年海对沙滩浪花的缱绻
黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间 海岸线
你的泪 我的眼
模糊 天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴尘封在回忆
任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起 钢琴偶尔哭泣
那些 零乱 片段

如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次 琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱已不存在
我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨

白键是现在我哀悼 昨天成全你改变
黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再 弹一遍
手指却 只听见
你的 道歉

如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次 琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱已不存在
我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨
如果爱已不存在
我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨

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His princess... out
@ |12:29 AM|

Friday, March 07, 2008

yup... im not asleep... yet... stil typing in all e data entry stuffs... finally left less than a 100 namecards t' go... quite an achievement... but tats not e end... i stil gotta convert some fields t' chinese! aarrrgghh... guess my sleeping hrs r all distorted alrdy... muz get back on track before sot starts... im referring t' sleeping hrs... else i'll oversleep big time... ;p

going thru an emotional roller-coaster... also dunno y leh... mabbe it's e beginning of my emo-ness... haha... (:

btw... happy birthday peng! dun think u'll ever read tis... but... nvm since i've posted it up... ohh... all e best jL for ya test! dunno whether u'll get t' read tis... (:

sleepy... sleepy... sleepy... ):

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His princess... out
@ |2:08 AM|

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

就怕时间不够
让你好好爱我
偶而我犯的错
你连宽容也温柔
沉默也是沟通
哭泣也为感动
不管黑夜和白昼
我会让你无泪无忧
时间慢慢走
像1个沙漏
爱细水长流
不管天多冷有你抱著我
也就觉得暖和

我和你一前一后
一左一右在爱情漫游
眼前的风光虽美不胜收
比不过你1个笑容
最初的感动还留在心中
从来没变过
那怕有1天我们都老了
还要牵你的手

故事的最后结局会有许多种
而我们的爱是唱不完的歌

really love tis song... when wing sang it on stage tat time, i fell in love wif it... (:

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His princess... out
@ |11:13 PM|

today's a fantastic day t' sleep in... so chilly & it was raining some mre, which made it even better t' sleep in... but i didnt... cos i was rushing thru e data entry stuffs tat im supposed t' complete... yawn... & i feel so sleepy... didnt sleep at all last night... accompanied mummy for breakfast tis morn... felt good t' b able t' take breakfast wif her... ;p

took a nap when i came home... woke up at 4plus in e afternoon... tho my eyes were tired & i was stil stoned, i felt refreshed... it's so impt t' haf good rest... (:

while typing e data halfway, certain thotts came t' my mind... at times ppl may not understand wat im thinking or going thru... they may think they understand but actually, deep dwn, it isn't really my main concern... there r ppl who ask me t' b mre bold & vocal in voicing out my feelings... but does e other party understand? if ppl ain't ready, then there's no point saying... im not one who takes initiative... call me traditional, but i dun really care... perhaps when e time is right & when circumstances r appropriate, i'll say out bahh... hmmm... i guess some of u wil know wat im talking 'bout bahh... (:

it's juz tat certain times i haf reservations luh... i hesitate at times whether i should voice out certain things... ha, mabbe i think too much ar... but one thing's for sure, nw isn't really a good time... ;p

i promise u guys, i'll b strong... cos there r other stuffs i should b focusing on... yup... guess i better stop here before i become mre emo... heh... ;p

btw js... i do update my blog k... (:

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His princess... out
@ |9:20 PM|

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

was reading my fren's blog... & yup... she has a point there... certain things she mentioned r true & applies t' me... i believe everyone has insecurities within 'em... but it's e level... some high, some low... i wouldnt admit im v secure... im insecure at times...

like wat she shared... e mre we try t' fix probs, e mre mess is created... e mre we wna improve, e worse it gets... each time a decision is made, it turns out t' b a bad one... & at times, things get frm bad t' worse... we cant turn back time... & yes, we've tried but failed & at times we do feel like giving up but we dont want...

e above is in general k... it's not referring t' everyone out there but hey, some of u do face tis kinda probs & r in tis kinda situations rite... we thott we can solve probs but somehow, we make things worse... & t' make up for tis, we try t' improve things but e mre we do it, e worse e probs get... & at times when we make a decision, it turns out t' b a bad one, thus things get frm bad t' worse... we can onli move on, not dwell on e past cos dwelling doesn't solve probs! we feel like giving up but our stubborn nature refuses t' do so... & yes, once again, tis is in general... but one thing's for sure, it applies t' me... ;p

not t' worry guys... im okay... & i gotta move on... i cant afford t' dwell on my failures... i dun wna make ppl worry... & sorry if tis post sounds negative & emo so far... but well, thank God for frens! (:

in my life, i haf frens who come & go... & i lost contact wif 'bout half of 'em... dun ask me y, guess it's normal luh... but as i look back on tis journey in life, i cant help but smile... cos frens r gifts frm God & every fren is a puzzle piece... not sure if u guys interpret it tis way but well, it's e case for me... frens leave memories in my heart... sad & happy... but i choose t' keep e happy memories & discard e sad ones... cos sad ones ain't worth remembering... ;p

i feel contented wif e frens i haf... yes, we meet new ppl & make new frens... & tats when diff levels of frenships come into e picture... we choose our frens & no one can make e decision for us... e factor tat keeps e frenship going is communication... if there's no communication, no point... aha... guess some of u wil know who im talking 'bout... haha... (:

there's so much t' say & i can go on & on... but i dun want ar... dun wna sound too naggy! haaa... thanks guys for e dinner meetups & stuffs... realie realie appreciate it... (:

p.s. also dunno y i can bring tis up suddenly... but well... treasure e ppl ard u before it's too late... thanks for being there wif me & for me... ;p

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His princess... out
@ |11:29 PM|

Monday, March 03, 2008

svc was good! F.I.R. came!!! haha... y im so excited is cos i love 'em & e songs they sing... & im so happy they're making an impact in e marketplace... went for both saturday & sunday svcs...

served for door usher ytd... duty went smoothly, but i wouldn't say so for e zone ushers... sth cropped up... well... not gonna post e details here tho... so yup... hung ard at logis area aft svc... thanks changyan for e entertainment huh... nw got mre ppl knowing 'bout my stuffs... *ahem*

waited for jean cos she wanted t' talk t' me 'bout e team... but in e end, her verifier duty started rather late, which meant it ended late... in e end she said she'll meet me for dinner e nxt day, which is today... nevertheless, went wif other ushers for supper at bedok interchange... it ain't a boring journey tho... laughed our way there... lol... & thanks paul for e ride back... ;p

as for today, went t' T1 for lunch wif my cell mates... had a great time fellowshipping & getting t' know e new frens... met jo at central... thanks gal for e sweets! met jean at cityhall whereby we headed t' ms carl's jr for dinner... ser joined us too... talked 'bout e team & yup... we really need t' implement accountability & punctuality...

i believe im called t' b in tis ministry for a purpose... & it's not cos of promotion tat i serve His purpose... i wna impact my ushers... i wna impact darren, kenny & peter... tats jean & my common goal... i wna b there for 'em & e rest of e ushers in my section & ministry... thanks gal for walking tis journey tog wif me & teaching me stuffs... was great sharing wif u! (:

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His princess... out
@ |9:14 PM|