went to school as usual today... school was quite alright, normal... except that i have 4 hrs break... don't know what to do... spent time at canteen 4 with my classmates from 2f03, after that went to library: use net & completed my evp tutorial... lessons start at 8am & ended at 4 plus just now... now at canteen 1 with charmaine & a few of my ex-classmates from 2f03, just finished my dinner... leaving school soon to go for cell group at marsiling, meeting 7pm at marsiling mrt station... taking bus there cos using bus concession... heard that it's half an hour distance... so should be quite fast...
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@ |7:48 PM|
aft majority of e members were present, we headed over to Bible House for appreciation cell... talked to huizhen, esther & huiqi while walking there... haven't seen them for quite some time & i kinda miss them... nw u guys noe wad i mean when i say tat i cant miss seeing them... haha... e rest of my cell-group were performing for a skit... it's actually part of e appreciation cell as each & every cell had to perform sth, irregardless of wad it is... yep... my cg members were so shocked to see me bt they were glad i went... miss e rest of them so much... we gt seated at ard 2.30pm & we started wif 2 games: identifying ur animal grp by making sounds to attract attention & going ard obtaining signatures for e boxes on e paper we were holding on to... a little lame but overall was still okay... aft tat was followed by P & W, then followed by sermon then offering... sis veron said a general prayer... aft tat was followed by dance & performances by each cg, prize-giving ceremony & finally finale... e skit by my cg was so funny & lame, esp e part when alex came out, starring as e bear chasing an explorer, played by clement... some of u guys may noe wad e skit was abt... haha...
e finale was so touching... e leaders sang us a song bt it was mainly for my cg as it was e last time we're part of e sub-zone... so sad... my cg leader was telling us tat she wanted to gif up on my cg so many times as it jz wasn't growing, bt she still chose to hold on to us & it was then tat she saw so many of our lives being changed... we gave her a reason to hold on... if she could turn back e time, she would still hold on to us & nv gif us up... when i heard tat, i jz felt so upset, wanted so much to cry bt somehow my tears were stuck in my eyes, my eyes felt so watery... when they sang e song, we went ard hugging everyone... i hugged my cg sisters & at tat time i couldn't ctrl myself & i jz wept... bt i noe, our cg will soar to greater heights under e leadership of bro victor! my ex members fr other cell-groups jz came up to me & hugged me, nt forgetting leaders whom i've been under b4... too many to name le, so shall nt post their names here... haha...
aft cg, left wif samuel, elly, huizhen & josephine... took e same train wif samuel & josephine bt she stopped at redhill, while samuel & i took all e way back to jurong bt too bad he isn't staying at boon lay... oh ya, thks samuel for ur gift! really nice of u to rmbr... also nt too sure if he ever reads my blog bt still, wanna thk him... thks bro! & thks for ur encouragement as well! nw at home, jz finished my dinner... reached home at 7pm... gonna start on my work soon... update again... oh ya, bryan got in! yay! muahahaha...
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@ |4:23 PM|
aft tat, took a bus back to jp & i walked home fr e interchange... my usual route home... haha... took my dinner when i came home & watched a bit of tv... oh yes, there was star idol on channel 8 jz nw... last elimination round b4 e winning contestants mk it to bintan for filming & for another few elimination rounds b4 e final winner... bryan wong is so attractive! looking better each episode... hey, i'm nt referring to e host bryan wong, it's e contestant who's also called bryan wong... oh ya, did i mention b4 tat he looks lyk another person fr my church? haha... nw showing dunno wad "ai de zhang men ren", eng is "love concierge"... dunno wad e show is abt, dun really follow e storyline... bt e fact is: wang tian cai is rather attractive... it's a fact k? it's been quite some time since i saw him acting... yup... hmmm... his acting has improved since e last time i saw him on tv... if u guys noe who i'm talking abt...
k la... haf slacked enough... gonna go start on my work soon if nt my mum is gonna nag at me again... anyway, i'm immune to it already... oh ya, my relationship wif my parents haf improved... thks guys for keeping me in prayer! u guys r indeed prayer warriors! haha... i've prayed as well... truly, God is great, all e time! He's e same yest, today & forevermore... He is jz awesome! no words could describe Him! kk, shall stop here... oh ya, if anyone is reading my post, do kindly remind me whether thru sms or call, to rmbr to watch e star idol results at 10.30pm... thks! hope bryan gets in!! :)
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@ |5:20 PM|
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@ |6:15 PM|
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@ |4:29 PM|
my mum went to e market alone & tt explains y i woke up late compared to e usual sats when i had to wake up at 9am... some more sat is a gd day for slping... she da-bao breakfast for me, tt's bought breakfast for me... cont wif my wk aft my lunch, tt's abt 1 plus... my routine kinda monotonous or standard, but cant b helped... wil haf to tahan wif it til my common tests r over... argh! i've planned out my schedule aft my common tests... haha, at least i've my own way then... hehe... hey, i'm nt being unreasonable k? i'm jz being fair, cos i'm following my mum's instructions for nw, & aft tt i wanna enjoy myself... anyway it's fine wif her... so yup...
studied all e way til 7 plus then took my dinner... nw taking a break b4 i cont wif my revision ltr... mummy & daddy r out dining wif my aunt & her fam... i didn't go but i asked them to pack food for me... my fav seafood beehoon but too bad i can't tk e prawns... haha... shld b studying til 1 plus or 2am... nt going for svc tmr as i'm nt allowed to... sad right? it's x'mas tmr leh & i wanna go for svc... but i can't... tt's e prob... argh! dunno whether can watch online nt leh, my internet seems to go bonkers, cranky de... well, gotta ask my frens abt e drama lo... i miss svc! won't b going svc next wk too... some of u shld noe e reason... tt's all ppl, it's getting late so gotta cont wif my revision soon... but b4 i do tt, wanna watch my show & gotta call bro renjie as well... byeeee...
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@ |4:22 PM|
bro kean called me this afternoon while i was at drive-through mac's doing my self-revision... called me to ask me for kim's no to ask her how many ppl fr my team is going down for support tonight as he intends to gif out e section's xmas gifts... can't gif out during weekend svcs as everyone r going for diff svcs... too bad i won't b able to go for support cos gotta stay home... he sent me a pic of e final gift, it's nice, but a bit diff fr my original idea, anyway it's okay... still looks great! thks guys for putting in so much effort in doing e gifts & for standing in e gap for those who can't mk it to meet up!
i msg-ed jolin if she wanted to meet up for lunch since i was near her workplace... too bad she has company x'mas lunch... stayed there til 3 plus then headed for home... took a nap when i reached home then cont wif my revision... now blogging during my break... jz finished dinner but didn't really enjoy my dinner tho'...
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@ |4:32 PM|
can't tink of anywhere to study so went back to my sch lib to revise my work... in e end, i ended up using my laptop... left sch at 2 plus but since i was bored, i thot of taking a bus ride... so i took a bus from my sch to clementi & took bus 165 to hougang int... aft tt took e same buses back to boon lay but overshot e time i was supposed to meet my mum... i was supposed to meet her at 6.45pm at gio, jp, but at tt time, i was still on e bus... thk God she'll also b late, but she'll reach at 8 plus... so, no choice, will hafta wait for her somewhere as i didn't want to go home 1st... so troublesome... praise God i had pst Phil's book wif me, so did a little bit of reading while i was waiting for my mum at mos burger... had my fav milk tea there... hehe... got addicted to it le...
my mum called me at 8 plus & she called me to go over to gio... she was supposed to buy for me pants fr there as i had discount during my b'day wk... in e end, she bought 2 tops & 2 bottoms for me... i love it... thks mummy! but so sad, will hafta leave one of e bottoms there for alteration & i can collect it only next tues... now at home posting tis entry... gonna rush thru my revision... ciaoz...
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@ |6:32 PM|
oh ya, didn't blog abt nibby... so in case if u guys r wondering how nibby is, she's doing great! still so hyper... but kinda worried for her as she passed out quite a few times, if u guys get wad i mean... but still, i prayed for her... God heals animals too! haha... tink i'm going crazy soon, or am i already lyk tis? wadeva... but e sad case is, i've returned nibby back to meng ching, go read my past entries if u all r wondering wad happened... packed & cleaned her up tis afternoon, returned e cage back to my neighbour & packed all e food, shavings & dri-bath powder... those who keep pets lyk rabbits, hamsters or other rodents should noe wad i'm referring to... as for those who don't, i dunno how to explain... oops! lugged nibby along for bs at ymca... finally i'm down to e last lesson & aft tt i'll b progressing on to FT2... haha...
met meng ching aft my class... called her but she was still at ps, so no choice, i'll hafta wait for her... in e meantime, i saw pam! she was asking me if i was feeling okay & whether things r getting better, then she gave me a warm hug... thks gal! i'm feeling better! she noes wad happened... thk God for friends... haha... meng ching reached between 7.40-7.45pm, & she was already rushing late for e 7.45pm bs... left ymca wif alvin but we headed seperate ways... thks bro for ur ez-link, it saved me... haha... jz got home 1 hr ago & gonna cont wif my revision le... oh gosh! i miss nibby!
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@ |6:06 PM|
so i ended up being e earlier one & not knowing wad to do, i went to popular & browsed for some stuff while waiting... at tt instant, i recalled tt my section leaders & helpers were mtg up tonight to do e xmas gifts & i was supposed to get some of e materials... so forgetful of me right? old le... haha... anyway, i called bro renjie & asked him who i was supposed to pass e materials to & he told me to call kim to get her to collect fr me... & kim told me to call bro kean & arranged wif him e place to meet to get e stuff... so aft everything was settled, met jolin at Mos... aft lunch, we took a cab... stopped at her workplace 1st then headed to sch to settle some discipline issues... fortunately my lect knew i was sick so i was excused fr signing e discipline form... PTL! haha... another testimony to share! despite my bad wk, God nv disappoints me!
met bro kean at dover aft tt, but since i was early, i went to clementi to get glue & scissors... when i reached dover, bad news... i had a sudden bout of tummy-ache! argh! wad a better time than this... aft settling all e stuff, i headed back to boon lay, reached at abt 6 plus... an average day today bah, laughed at certain incidents... haha... k la, gtg biah my revision le... *runs away*
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@ |7:41 PM|
aft tt, bro renjie & i headed seperate ways... i headed back home... & guess wad... my parents made a huge fuss over e rabbit, in front of my neighbours some more... alot of shouting going on & stuff... i felt v upset, i jz headed to my room & cried again... wad can i do? wahh... for 3 days, my "tap" was turned on to full speed... i mean it's their attitude tt was v bad... argh! i msg-ed some of my pals & they noe wad happened... lazy to write out here... haha... called meng ching & asked her if she wanted nibby back... sadded... was supposed to b my so-called bday present but i had to return her back... jz imagine... so she arranged to meet me on wed so i had 2 more days to spend wif nibby... so sweet of her... haha...
aft tt cont wif my revision, despite e fact tt i haven't really calmed down... thank God my parents cooled down as well & we managed to make a pact... yup... this is my day... u guys go judge urselves wad type of day i had... :)
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@ |7:46 PM|
aft svc cleared up e hall... was taking charge of EA01 & EA03... had bro kenneth, zeke, anita & one more usher wif me (forgot wad's her name)... thx guys for ur help! although i noe some of u won't b reading this... aft svc, sth which i dreaded e most took place... my parents came to expo to look for me... nt to listen to e svc but to look for my leaders... i mean how sad is tt? felt so paiseh lah! shan't elab on wad happened... u guys can go & figure out urselves... jz noe tt my "tap" was switched on to full blast e 2nd time... left expo wif my parents early... went to wisma for lunch but didn't talk to them... anyway they suggested mah...
went home early for a rest... bro renjie called me but i didn't ans cos my phone wasn't wif me... sorry bro renjie, didn't let u noe abt it in advance... but in e end managed to speak to him abt wad happened & again my "tap" switched on... felt so xin ku... yeah... this is my day... sad right? ya... i think i'm crazy, ownself ask ownself ans... understand? ha... oh ya... & i saw him again this morning during svc! yay...
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@ |6:00 PM|
my mum came home shortly aft i reached home... & wad a "great b'day present" i had... my mum received a letter fr my sch, which stated tt i didn't obtain a clear pass for 2 of my modules & i'll b dismissed if i fail again... my mum read e letter, she screamed & scolded me... i shan't mention wad she spoke abt here... some of my ushers noe wad happened so i'll leave out e details... cried very badly... seriously, it doesn't feel good... who will? i wanted my tears to stop flowing but they dun seem to stop... i msged ser & told her wad happened... she called me up... & sadly, it wasn't e right time to call... i wasn't settled down yet... then joanna called as well... aft talking, i read e bible & prayed to God... similarly, i'll leave out wad i prayed abt... aft tt was on e phone wif bro kean as i got him to help me purchase e xmas gift materials & told him wad to do cos there's no way he could pass me e materials as it was rather late... some more bro renjie wants e xmas sample tmr so i had to rush it out... told bro kean wad happened & he encouraged me... really thk so many ppl for being there for me... thks guys for ur encouragement! i'll b strong! i was advised to talk to bro renjie abt wad happened so i called him... but he was having a mtg & his hp was low batt so couldn't talk... in e end decided to tell him abt it tmr...
yup... this is my day... felt so sadded tt this thing had to happen today... argh! why? God, help me!!! thk God my parents went out for my dad's fren's b'day dinner... gif me a chance to update my blog... gonna say one last prayer b4 i go to bed... yup... ppl, pls really pray for me... thks! oh, & thks to those who r praying for me! u guys noe who u r... was told by my mum nt to go for svc tmr but i'm still gonna go for it... i'm gonna trust God tt He'll wk things out... amen!
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@ |7:53 PM|
aft cg, talked to bro renjie regarding e xmas plans for e section... updated him abt my cg & stuff... ended up talking to him fr kern's home all e way to raffles place mrt startion... recep was bad so gt cut-off halfway... in e end, didn't really get to talk to some of my members... sorry guys...
yep... now just reached home... gonna b talking to ser ltr... overall had a fruitful day today... got "enlightened"... haha...
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@ |6:38 PM|
bro renjie: hi michelle! wana wish u *HAPPY BDAY* may God prosper u in e things tat u do n use u greatly in tis ministry! keep shining! enjoy ur BIG DAY! :)
meng ching: hey, happy birthday to you! hope that God will continue to use you greatly in doing His work! thanks for being my friend...
pamela: hey, it's your birthday today! (so sorry that i forgot some parts of the sms... deleted accidentally... oops! sorry sorry... can send me again? that's if you can...)
patrick: happy birthday to you, may your life be filled with blessings & goodness...
yup... that's all i've got so far... thanks guys! it's amazing how you all know my birthday somehow or another... thanks for making my day so memorable! really appreciate it! chatted with joanna on msn just now & she told me lionel asked me to look for him tomorrow... i was like, "what?? why??" anyway... see how first bah... yep... gonna take a shower then write my spiritual report... jialat, haven't started on it! argghhhhh... after that got cell... heard from ser it's a very good msg, will revive the passion to get friends saved... yeah! amen!
k... shall stop here bah...
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@ |11:49 AM|
wellz... do not have any plans today... school's ending in another half an hour or slightly more... last day of school today before i have my 2 weeks of study break... envious? nah... it's just another 14 days of no-lessons... add up all the activities, more or less, can only do revision at night, which is better for me... can absorb better... i'm more of a night person bah... that explains why i sleep late every night...
guess will be going home to rest... unless any of my friends ask me out the last min... well, that's what a hp is for right? duhh... will be going for cell-group tonight, believe the msg will be great! yepz, according to my helper, they will be celebrating my birthday... how sweet! yeah, that's my members... oh ya, & ser met me at my void-deck last night at 11 plus to pass me my present! my first present after my mum's... thanks girl! so sweet of you... then she stayed & we chatted till 12 plus... she was timing to see when to send me the birthday msg & she competed with kim to see who's the first to wish me happy birthday... in the end, kim called me... ha... thanks girls! i know your effort & i really appreciate it... thanks for making my birthday so memorable!
some other people who wished me happy birthday:
jolin: hey happy birthday gal... finally remembered your birthday... hope you continue to grow more in the LORD & serve Him in a greater way...
ser: hi, ser had requested an angel to work OT to guide you today. hapi birthday:)
yong hao: happy birthday!
janson: happy birthday sis!
joanna: happy birhday girl, remember to love God more & love me more...
kern: almost forgot, happy birthday...
dennis: happy birthday... may your birthday be filled with blessings... stay cheerful always...
zhiwen: hey, happy birthday!
zhiyong: happy birthday... may the rest of 2005 be filled with blessings... (too lazy to type out the whole msg)
thanks guys for all your blessings! anyone i've missed out, really sorry... this is all so far... guess there are going to be more today... haha... yepz... shall blog till here bah... shall come back later if there's anything else... tataz...
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@ |6:16 AM|
a young woman went to her mother & told her about her life & how things were so hard for her. she did not know how she was going to make it & wanted to give up. she was tired of fighting & struggling. her mother filled three pots with water & placed each on a high fire in the kitchen. soon the pots came to a boil. in the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs & in the last, she placed ground coffee beans. she let them sit & boil, without saying a word.
in about 20 mins, she turned off the burners. she fished the carrots out & placed them in a bowl. she then pulled the eggs out & placed them in a bowl. then she ladled the coffee out & placed it in a bowl. turning to her daughter, she asked, "tell me, what do you see?"
"carrots, eggs & coffee," she replied. she brought her closer & asked her to feel the carrots. she did & noted that they were soft. she then asked her to take an egg & break it. after pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg. finally, she asked her to sip the coffee. the daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma.
her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity-boiling water, but each reacted differently. the carrot went in strong, hard & unrelenting. however, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened & became weak. the egg had been fragile. it's thin outer shell had protected it's liquid interior. but after sitting through the boiling water, it's inside became hardened. the ground coffee beans were unique, however. after they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.
"which are you?" she asked her daughter. "when adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"
are you the carrot that seems strong? but with pain & adversity, do you wilt & become soft & lose your strength? are you the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heart? do you have a fluid spirit but after a hardship or a trial, you become hardened & stiff? or are you like the coffee bean? which changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. when the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance & flavour of your life. if you're like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better & change the situation around you. when the hours are the darkest & trials are the greatest, do you elevate to another level? how do you handle adversity? are you changed by your surroundings or do you bring life & flavour to them?
are you a carrot, egg or a coffee bean?
after i read this story, i pondered over this question... am i a carrot, egg or a coffee bean? this story shows how well you handle adversity... ppl out there who are reading this, do think about it... just a penny for my thoughts...
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@ |12:24 PM|
as for yesterday, reached home at 9.20pm... went for bs at ymca till 7pm or slightly later... then waited for ser at the bus-stop for a while as she wanted to pass me something... yepz, it's a letter & a paper with the chicken little pic! my fav! haha... 174 arrived late & i boarded it only at 7.50pm... slept all the way to boon lay, & by the way i reached bl, it was 8.50pm... i went to the pet shop to look for something... oh by the way, guess i forgot to mention in my previous entries, meng ching is going to give me her rabbit next mon... will be meeting her to buy the x'mas materials... thanks gurl! i shall take that to be my birthday present... ha... did my os revision when i reached home... did a bit of calling before that... sorry kim & bro renjie for submitting late... yupz, managed to reply ser's letter last night... she wrote a nice story in the letter... shall post it later for you guys to view...
yeah... just a summary here...
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@ |5:01 AM|
friday night:
didn’t meet my section up for dinner as it was cancelled the last min... guess my SL had last min plans... in the end i stayed home to do my work... need to prepare for common tests... went to sleep at around 1 plus...
saturday:
woke up at around 9 plus... was supposed to accompany my mum to the market to do groceries & have our breakfast, but i dilly-dallied & in the end, i didn’t go... my mum was mad at me... so i stayed home, took a shower & checked my email for svc allocation (bro renjie emailed my section’s helpers & leaders the allocation the previous night, or rather this morning at 2 plus)... then i left home at 11 plus for cell-group... didn’t go for prayer meeting at expo that’s why i had to go for make-up cg... i was glad that i went for it... sis shan preached on passion, sacrifice & faith... the msg was great! left the house with my other members... i headed for home whereas some of my members went to expo & some went to cineleisure... reached home at 345pm… rested for a while, watched a bit of tv... they were showing the star idol repeat... yeah, one of the contestants, bryan wong (not the host) looked like someone *peng*... haha... the type whose smile can melt your heart... so cute & smiley... hee... left home at 7pm, went to cafe cartel at raffles city with my parents for dinner... yepz, they celebrated my birthday in advance... thanks mummy & daddy! after dinner, went for window-shopping... started off with body shop, then went to robinsons (mummy saw a pair of earrings she liked) then i told my mum i needed a bag... so we went around looking for a bag, a versatile one... yeah, & i found one which i liked... saw it at one of the carts, it’s a rattan bag, hand-sewn & hand-made... cost 26 bucks! mummy knew i liked the bag so she bought it for me & said that’s my birthday present from her... thanks mummy once again! can bring it along for svc le... after that, took the mrt home... reached home at 11 plus... talked to kim for a while before i tucked into bed...
sunday:
i suddenly recalled that i was supposed to call ser but i dozed off the night before... sorry gal! woke up at 4 plus am instead then i called her, chatted till 530am then we both went to get ready for svc... we planned to take the same train with the other ushers: zhenlong, ernest & so on... so i took the train from boon lay then called them when i was reaching jurong east so we could take the same train... we were the noisiest batch of ppl... ha... then when we were reaching tiong bahru, ser called pam & we ‘fetched’ her along the way... pam did something to her hair, it looks great! then she told me he went overseas... haiz... anyway, life still goes on... we reached tanah merah at 720am... thought we were late at first, but by God’s grace, the train was already there... so we managed to board the train on time... reached expo with the other ushers & we were on time for briefing... svc was great! was doing internal traffic... though hectic but we still managed to do it! amen! Pastor Kong preached a great msg, a msg that really pricked my heart... he preached about fear, hit me right on the spot... i may seem to be okay on the outside, but in actual fact, it seems that i’m fearful of certain things... yepz... after svc, met up with bro renjie & the leaders & helpers from my section... we discussed about our section matters... i was placed in charge of welfare together with meng ching & yvette (not sure who she is but seems like a new usher)... we had to settle certain forecast & paradox by the following week... after meeting, went to look for my cg for activities... but the sad case is, i was unable to join them for the game as i had to reach home early for my grandma’s birthday celebration... so i took bus 30 from bedok interchange... my cg members bought me a birthday cake! they actually wanted to celebrate for me after the games ended but i couldn’t join them... God gave me such sweet members... thanks guys for making my day so memorable! oh yeah, zhang qi said svc was great & she’s determined to come again! praise the LORD! i reached home at around 4 plus... took my lunch, can be considered dinner le, watched the star awards repeat... took a shower then left home with my parents & my grandma for the restaurant near far east square... daddy drove us there... the food is simply awesome! no wonder it lived up to it’s name... left the restaurant at 9.30pm... daddy drove my cousin & his mum home & after that, drove home... reached home at 11pm... went to do a bit of my work then went to bed at my usual time, that’s 1 plus... supposed to call ser but by the time i finished everything it was 1 plus so i didn’t wanna disturb her...
monday:
was supposed to go to school today but didn’t go as i fell sick again... my gastric acted up again... slept till 11 plus then jolin called me & asked me where i was... wanted to meet me for lunch but she thought i had school... told her i was sick & i’m going to see a doc in the late afternoon... so in the end, i met her for lunch at jurong point... did some walking about, went to toys’rus (wanted to buy board games for new year)... then left jp at 3.15pm... we shared cab to her workplace then i took 154 from there... went to clementi polyclinic to see the doc & she said i had to be on medication for 2 full weeks, she gave me 1 day mc... while i was on the way, msged bro renjie, kim & meng ching that i was sick & asked them to keep me in prayer... really thank God for the concern they showed... went home early to rest but not for long as i’m meeting huizhen for dinner... she left for bs while i went home... finished up my work & did my revision... called ser at 12 plus then we chatted till 3 plus... forgot who dozed off first... haha...
tuesday:
my group didn’t meet up, which means i don’t have to go to school today... ended up going to ikea to shop for x’mas ideas (bro renjie asked us to come up with x’mas ideas cos we’re gonna do something for the section)... took a shower & left home at 2pm... took 198 to commonwealth then changed to 195... managed to get ideas as well as the cost of the materials... in the end, i got for myself a big cushion, some unique ice-cube trays & clothes pegs... haha... met my cg helper at boon lay at 6pm but he was late... went to the void-deck & gave me bs... again, the msg pricked my heart... it’s true that i have last sensed God’s presence as i wasn’t focused enough... took a stroll back to my block... took my dinner before i started on my work... slept at the usual time...
as for today, had lessons from 8am till 3 plus... went to submit mc after lan practical... nothing much happened today... now at atrium with charmaine... gonna meet alvin at clementi before going down for bs later... yeah... this is my day... feeling better after taking my gastric medication but still have to continue the course until it’s finished... argh! the medicine tastes horrible! haiz... what to do? don’t take meals regularly, that’s why this happen... anyway, i believe God’s going to heal me! must have faith in God!
His princess... out
@ |12:43 PM|
went to see a doc yesterday... yepz, got gastric... thank God it's not that serious... managed to get an MC so going to submit it after class ends... this morning woke up at 6.48am... yeah, overslept again... ser called me 27 times but i didn't pick up as i was still in dreamland... sorry gal, make you waste your time calling me... haiz... don't know what has got into me, unable to hear my hp ring... guess i'm too tired le... my mum woke me up again... surprisingly, she didn't scold or lecture me... haha...
this is my plan for the day... should be reaching orchard early to do some window shopping first before meeting my section... yeah... need to get some gift ideas for x'mas... lalala...
His princess... out
@ |6:16 AM|
oh ya... received a few calls from kimberly, my co-team leader... yeah, she's a sweet girl, first called me at around 12 plus to thank me for my help... really appreciate it, at least she bothers thanking me... there are some people who don't... you're welcome girl! called me again at 2 plus... yupz... there's another change in this week's forecast... support timing is changed to 10am... & i'm wondering how i'm gonna wake up on time... & the worst thing is kim is the one who passes the msg to me, my section leader didn't inform me anything... just imagine... if kim didn't tell me anything, would i know of the changes? erm... guys... don't get me wrong... i'm not really angry... maybe just frustrated? hmmm... i don't know... God, how? never mind... control... haha...
yeah... blog till here... aim not to blog long entries unless there's a need to... some of my friends got blur when they read halfway... ha... oh ya... meeting zhang qi later after 5pm for bs with my cg helper... but i'll be a clementi at that time... i finally remembered to bring her stuff... *phew* yepz, this concludes my day...
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@ |11:43 AM|
should be leaving school at around 5 plus... update again tomorrow bah... gonna have a good rest when i get home... bye guys...
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@ |11:29 AM|
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@ |7:07 AM|
reached home at 12.30am last night... or rather, this morning... had meeting till 11pm, helped with preps & other stuff before that, then Pastor Derek came & de-brief us... took train with ser, pamela, kimberly, zhen long & a few other ushers from other section... ya, we were the noisiest people... of course... with people like us around... hey, it's an advantage k? at least we won't fall asleep & miss our stop... ha... were talking about something... shan't talk about it here... throughout the whole journey, kim, zhenlong & pam were guessing something... ser, remember? haha... they alighted at jurong east while i alighted at the last station which is boon lay... then headed for home... took a bath, washed up, chatted on the phone till like 2 plus then went to sleep... yeah, that was my later half of my day...
aiya... forgot to bring zhang qi's stuff which i was supposed to pass to her... yup... i bought something for her... not gonna say here, in case she reads it... haha... girl, you will know it when you get it... lalala...
going home soon le... rest a while then gonna continue with my work... yepz... this is my day... just another normal day... nothing much le...
His princess... out
@ |11:06 AM|
today had lessons from 8am to 4pm... school was alright... as usual, nothing much... so nothing much to blog about...
expecting to reach home late tonight as there are alot of preps to do & the helpers & leaders will be having meeting after everything ends... gonna get geared up! alrighty, gotta leave le... update again tomorrow... bubbye...
His princess... out
@ |12:38 PM|
svc ended late, about 11.20am, & the next svc starts at 11.30am... as such, the next svc had to be delayed, started at 11.40am instead... saw jean first, then when i was about to leave, saw ser... she was allocated to zone A... after that, went up to the lobby first, then brought my friend up to the rooftop to witness huizhen's & esther's water baptism... congrats girls! not forgetting, a few other subzone members... congrats guys! you're a new creation!
then we went down to b2 for debrief, photo-taking, speech, etc... after that, we went over to the coffeeshop for lunch then we went back to church for svc 6... my friend responded to the altar call! praise God! i went down with her & she was being prayed for... svc 6 was great! Pastor Robin Harfouche's testimony touched many people's hearts, esp the hearts of youths... after that met kern at riviera for a short talk then i left with esther, yating, huizhen & my friend... saw ser with her cg at riviera... after that, something happened that made me very fed-up with my members... some of you guys out there know what happened so i'm not gonna type out here...
yeah... that's my day today... as for yesterday, my whole day was just spent at home... woke up at around 1 plus... haha... not enough sleep mah... yepz... just an ordinary day lo...
that's all guys for my past 2 days... update again tomorrow... *disappears*
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@ |4:21 PM|
gonna take a good rest & do my assignments later... feel so shagged... not enough sleep...
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@ |2:19 PM|
now slacking at atrium... alone... listening to music, reading blogs... well... should be staying here until 12 plus... meanwhile waiting for px's confirmation on the time we're meeting... yes... i'm still hesitating... michelle, why can't you just seem to make up your mind? haiz...
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@ |7:30 AM|
it's confirmed... will be meeting joanna 12pm at boon lay... yepz...
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@ |6:44 AM|
lessons start at 8am this morning & 11am marks the end of my lessons! good or bad? i leave it to you guys to comment... should be leaving school after lessons... wanna go home & rest... feel like i've a lack of sleep... yeah... have less than 3-4 hours of sleep... sleep late but wake up early... feel very very tired...
but there's one thing i wanna praise God for... that is: my friend will be coming for svc this week! not only that, she's willing to stay on even when my church is moving over to expo! praise God! got one more soul added to the Kingdom of God! yesterday's cell-group was great! it was talking about serving Jesus with all my heart... even as we sang the worship song, tears just flowed & i just prostrated before Jesus, saying i'm willing to lay down my life for Him... during testimony yesterday, there were so many praise reports... even though it was combined cell-group, everyone had a chance to share... & to my amazement, my cell-group is growing! amen! reached home at 11.10pm last night... junjie & ernest sent me home though they only wanted to get from me my FT1 book... thanks guys!
oh ya, & today is samuel's birthday... happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to samuel, happy birthday to you! God is blessing you now, God is blessing you now, God is blessing you samuel, God is blessing you now! i actually msg-ed him last night at around 12am or so... yepz...
still thinking if i wanna lend px my laptop... not because i'm angry with him... a bit indecisive... it's like my mum ask me not to lend him but i felt it's okay, after all, it's just a laptop & it won't take long... i'm like stuck in the middle... don't wanna disobey my mum but yet i felt it's okay cos it doesn't really affect me i guess... you guys get what i mean? anyway... never mind...
ya... & he just sms-ed me & asked me what time i'm free today... i'm still thinking... but in the end, i still replied him... i guess i'm meeting him but i'll be meeting joanna first... at least i won't feel that awkward... haha... so i don't get to sleep... but it's okay... i take a nap after i get home...
yepz, this is my day so far... blog later if got any additional stuffs... bubbye...
His princess... out
@ |5:50 AM|
felt very fed-up this morning again... my mum was down there nagging... saying that i'm so occupied with activities everyday, telling me that it's better for me not to get so involved... i know it's for my own good & she cares for my health, but i can take it... seriously... cos i have Jesus with me! anyway, don't really wish to comment much... what can i do? it's already over right? so no use complaining... argh... whatever...
yepz... basically this is my day... nothing much... gonna be a hectic week this week & next week onwards cos my church is moving over to expo! i'm so excited for the change! i managed to ask one of my IS classmates to come for this sun svc & she is going to turn up for every svc at expo! PTL! ha...
alright... gotta go le... if not, i'm gonna be late... update again tomorrow...
His princess... out
@ |2:13 PM|
today's lessons were so-so... supposed to do presentation on a samsung case study but in the end, due to time constraint, my group is presenting next mon with 2 other groups i think... supposed to go for os tutorial but i didn't go... cos i reached school at 8.30am when the class actually starts at 8am... what's the point? late le, so might as well don't go... yes, i overslept... woke up at 6.58am... ser called me 72 times but i didn't pick up... asked her if it was the case, she told me she didn't keep track, only know that she called me for 1 hour... but i was still sleeping... what the!!! cannot like that le, must change... must get up early... okay, tomorrow's lessons also starts at 8am... better make sure i wake up on time... ha...
this morning my mood was spoilt again... by my mum... okay... i don't wanna comment on that... but i was very very mad... why? cos everything that i do, she always link it to changing church... my church will be moving over to expo next week & this week is the last weekend my church is gonna be at jurong west... i know that if my heart is with God, the distance doesn't matter... in fact, i don't mind the fact that my church is going to shift to expo... my mum was like telling me, "you better change church"... i knew from the start that my mum wasn't very supportive of me staying on in this church cos of some bad media reports... but, i don't give a hoot... i would still choose to stay on & flow with the vision of the church... one very ridiculous reason why she said that was because if i don't change church, i'll still see px & my heart will hurt... what the!!! me staying on in this church isn't because of px, even though i liked him before & he hurt me alot... come on la... it doesn't affect me anymore cos i'm already released from the hurt... i don't wanna argue cos i'm tired of reasoning... the more i reason, the more she will find ways to reason out... & i know i can't seem to 'win' my mum with reasons... another thing is because i don't wanna be disrespectful to her... hey, i'm trying to change on that... hope my mum gives me some time to change & to prove myself... i'll thank God for that... most importantly, must pray & ask God fervently for it...
i left home totally fed-up... but after a while, i cooled down le... she sounded okay when she called me at 3 plus when i was in class, having lan... so i think she should have cooled down too... thank God!
alrighty... gotta go for bs le... shall update again tomorrow...
His princess... out
@ |1:03 PM|