kai's body left his void-deck at 3.30pm & proceeded to Mandai Crematorium where e pastor talked for a while; lionel & michael went up to dedicate their speech to kaikai... tears flowed when i heard what lionel & michael said... their friendship was so strong... after their speech, e pastor went up to say a few words... from what e pastor says, i realised how much kai loved God, to e extent of how much he longed to enter into God's realm... kai has definitely been a blessing to everyone around him; & he has made an impact in so many people's lives... i believe kai has been a blessing from God...
all those who went for the service went up one by one to place chrysanthemums on kaikai's coffin... there was weeping all around... then we proceeded to e viewing hall where we sang e song amazing grace... everyone was weeping too... when we saw kai's coffin being pushed out to be buried, we cried so much... we know we could never see kaikai again... we felt so painful knowing that kaikai has left us, but there's nothing we can do... kai's already gone... we have to brace ourselves up... i'm sure kaikai doesn't want to see us feeling so upset anymore... so family & frens out there, stay strong! we'll see kaikai one day...
even after we left mandai crematorium, we could never forget what had happened over the past few days that kaikai spent in e hospital & e fact that he has left us... our memories were still so fresh... but i believe this is God's will for him, to take him away from this world, to put a stop to his suffering... since this is God's will, we should accept it ya?
i msg-ed mark & told him that i was feeling very upset... so glad that he was there for me to comfort me as well, asking me to stay strong... thanks so much! similarly, frens out there, we got to stay strong, eh? yupz... i do hope that my emotions will soon be stabilised soon, though i'm still feeling so upset... must continue to trust & abide in God... kaikai, just wanna let you know that you'll always remain in my heart & in my memories... love you always...
His princess... out
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