today's lessons were so-so... supposed to do presentation on a samsung case study but in the end, due to time constraint, my group is presenting next mon with 2 other groups i think... supposed to go for os tutorial but i didn't go... cos i reached school at 8.30am when the class actually starts at 8am... what's the point? late le, so might as well don't go... yes, i overslept... woke up at 6.58am... ser called me 72 times but i didn't pick up... asked her if it was the case, she told me she didn't keep track, only know that she called me for 1 hour... but i was still sleeping... what the!!! cannot like that le, must change... must get up early... okay, tomorrow's lessons also starts at 8am... better make sure i wake up on time... ha...
this morning my mood was spoilt again... by my mum... okay... i don't wanna comment on that... but i was very very mad... why? cos everything that i do, she always link it to changing church... my church will be moving over to expo next week & this week is the last weekend my church is gonna be at jurong west... i know that if my heart is with God, the distance doesn't matter... in fact, i don't mind the fact that my church is going to shift to expo... my mum was like telling me, "you better change church"... i knew from the start that my mum wasn't very supportive of me staying on in this church cos of some bad media reports... but, i don't give a hoot... i would still choose to stay on & flow with the vision of the church... one very ridiculous reason why she said that was because if i don't change church, i'll still see px & my heart will hurt... what the!!! me staying on in this church isn't because of px, even though i liked him before & he hurt me alot... come on la... it doesn't affect me anymore cos i'm already released from the hurt... i don't wanna argue cos i'm tired of reasoning... the more i reason, the more she will find ways to reason out... & i know i can't seem to 'win' my mum with reasons... another thing is because i don't wanna be disrespectful to her... hey, i'm trying to change on that... hope my mum gives me some time to change & to prove myself... i'll thank God for that... most importantly, must pray & ask God fervently for it...
i left home totally fed-up... but after a while, i cooled down le... she sounded okay when she called me at 3 plus when i was in class, having lan... so i think she should have cooled down too... thank God!
alrighty... gotta go for bs le... shall update again tomorrow...
His princess... out
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