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Sunday, December 18, 2005

went for support this morning... reached late for support... was supposed to report at 10am but i reported at 11am instead cos i overslept! oh no... God, change me! woke up at 9 plus this morning & i quickly msg-ed bro renjie tt i'm gonna b late for support & tt i'll report at 11am instead cos i overslept... aft tt, washed up quickly & rushed out of home... reached at 11am... did QC under sis jing & aft tt did counting of xmas candles for svc 2 e next day... aft settling everything, went for our so-called lunch wif bro jeff, angie & samuel... then saw chee ying wif some other ushers... aft lunch, headed home wif samuel... took a nap on e train, felt refreshed when i woke up... bought my milk tea... =) then walked home...

my mum came home shortly aft i reached home... & wad a "great b'day present" i had... my mum received a letter fr my sch, which stated tt i didn't obtain a clear pass for 2 of my modules & i'll b dismissed if i fail again... my mum read e letter, she screamed & scolded me... i shan't mention wad she spoke abt here... some of my ushers noe wad happened so i'll leave out e details... cried very badly... seriously, it doesn't feel good... who will? i wanted my tears to stop flowing but they dun seem to stop... i msged ser & told her wad happened... she called me up... & sadly, it wasn't e right time to call... i wasn't settled down yet... then joanna called as well... aft talking, i read e bible & prayed to God... similarly, i'll leave out wad i prayed abt... aft tt was on e phone wif bro kean as i got him to help me purchase e xmas gift materials & told him wad to do cos there's no way he could pass me e materials as it was rather late... some more bro renjie wants e xmas sample tmr so i had to rush it out... told bro kean wad happened & he encouraged me... really thk so many ppl for being there for me... thks guys for ur encouragement! i'll b strong! i was advised to talk to bro renjie abt wad happened so i called him... but he was having a mtg & his hp was low batt so couldn't talk... in e end decided to tell him abt it tmr...

yup... this is my day... felt so sadded tt this thing had to happen today... argh! why? God, help me!!! thk God my parents went out for my dad's fren's b'day dinner... gif me a chance to update my blog... gonna say one last prayer b4 i go to bed... yup... ppl, pls really pray for me... thks! oh, & thks to those who r praying for me! u guys noe who u r... was told by my mum nt to go for svc tmr but i'm still gonna go for it... i'm gonna trust God tt He'll wk things out... amen!

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His princess... out
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