Sunday, February 05, 2006
jz had a talk wif my cousin & his wife... mum called me out jz nw while i was doing sth halfway on my lappy & told me alex, tat's my cousin, wanted to talk to me abt my sch... i went out & he asked me abt programming cos my mum told him tat i'm taking a programming module... he noes tat programming is a tough module & he was telling me abt his poly life last time... he didn't mind studying other modules, except accounts cos he had e most prob wif it... he asked me if thr r any ppl who wil help me, whether my lec guides me along, etc... while talking halfway, could feel tat my tears r dripping out & i couldn't ctrl, in e end, i broke down... some of u wil noe tat i dun lyk tis course at all bt i struggle thru it... i didn't haf a choice... dun wanna disappoint my parents... bt somehow it jz seems so hard... 1 more yr left seems lyk 10 more yrs to go... it's so hard... some more aft reading thru 1 of my fren's blog, i felt v upset... poly life seems even harder... dun gt me wrong, i'm nt blaming my fren... i cant retreat, i can only move on & i cant stay whr i am...
if i could turn back e time, i would haf studied even harder so i could gt into a course which i lyk... bt nw i gotta try harder & pass wif better grades so i can do wat i want... my cousin encouraged me & told me abt his poly life, abt how he struggled thru & abt how he told himself tat he mz learn to lyk accounts... in e end, he gt a grade C for tat module... he told me tat God is always faithful, He will bring me thru everything & i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me! so, i can do programming thru Christ who strengthens me! i'm gonna trust God tat he'll bring me thru my remaining poly life! amen!
yup... they jz left & my house seems more quiet nw... mum's gonna engage a private tutor to help me along in my programming... gonna do much better aft i gt e facts rite during tuition... oh yeah, cousin gave me an ang pow... they left aft talking to me as they had other places to go to... felt more encouraged aft hearing wat they said, tat i'm nt alone... thr r ppl who face such situations as well... so, i shldn't b worrying... instead, i shld focus on my studies & every other area of my life... wat's more, i haf God in my life! :)
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His princess... out
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ah boy
# Changyan
# Scorpio
he loves
# her
# sports
# watching movies
# playing computer games
his mood
you can get your mood at www.unkymoods.com
his wishlist
:: be a millionnaire ::
:: new sling bag ::
:: a white psp ::
:: be a team leader ::
:: get a license ::
:: a pair of levi's jeans, size 29 ::
:: do well in studies ::
:: to love his girlfriend mre ::
ah ger
# Michelle
# Sagittarius
she loves
# him
# music
# movies
# chocolate
her mood
you can get your mood at www.unkymoods.com
her wishlist
:: go to Israel ::
:: digi cam ::
:: mac laptop ::
:: large-sized huggable Forever Friends bear ::
:: clear, transparent m)phosis tote bag ::
:: make-up set ::
:: do well in studies ::
:: to love her boyfriend mre ::
We met in Dec 2001 and then got to meet up at Sg conference for ah boy's concert in early january 2002....blah blah...(you can replace it with your own story)
