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Monday, February 20, 2006

had tuition tis afternoon fr 2.30-4.30pm... my tutor went thru e qns which he sent me for hw on fri, tat's 2 days ago... felt so frustrated wif myself cos no matter how much e tutor explained to me, i stil didn't gt it... guess he teach me til he wants to vomit blood... haiz... dunno y i stil cant gt it... nw jz emailed him all e completed tuition qns which he went thru wif me tday, all e qns fr e tuition hw which i'm nt familiar wif...

as for tis morning, managed to wake up on time to watch e svc online! missed e chance last wk cos i woke up at 12pm... thks to elly who called me tis morning at 9.30am... thks gal! she actually called to chk wif me if i was going for svc & i told her i wasn't, cos i had to prepare for my exams... e only thing i can do is to watch e svc online, no other choices... even tho' i watched online, i could stil feel e presence of God in my rm, surrounding me... i was stil quite distracted during e P&W... felt tat sth is missing... bt thk God, i managed to gt back on track during sermon... pastor preached a great msg! he preached on e art of soul-winning, & he went into e 10 commandments of a gd relationship which he came up wif... gd relationship wif parents, frens, & everyone... at tat moment, i realised tat i didn't honor my parents enuff... i didn't respect my parents enuff... i didn't fulfill my responsibility as a daughter... i'm always letting my parents down, making them upset & disappointed in me... sry mummy & daddy... :(

pastor's msg brought abt a thinking pt... aft listening to e msg, it made me realise tat i shld change! nt tmr, next wk, next mth, or next yr, bt nw! i shld change rite nw, at tis v instant! i believe God wil bring me thru everything! e Holy Spirit wil guide me along & remind me if i ever repeat e mistakes again... :)

going crazy aft doing e prog codes... for loops, counter variables, bla bla bla... argh! alrite... gtg le... logging off le... needa cont wif my bis revision... counting down to 6 more days to my bis paper... anyway, gdnite everyone...

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His princess... out
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