Sunday, February 05, 2006
nw back in my rm... mum is chatting wif my cousin & his wife in e living rm... read thru my frens' blogs... some r v entertaining & some left me in deep thots... hmmm... am i really such a bad person? am i such a loser & a failure til everyone dislikes me? if u're thinking y i'm talking in such a way, it's b'cos i read it somewhere, in some blogs somewhere... jz happened to come across it... even tho' i used to slp in class almost everytime, i dun do it nw... at least for most of e modules... only except some of e lessons... i noe some of u guys dun slp in class bt it's only tat u're preoccupied wif sth tat's y u're tired... it's nt tat i haf a low self-esteem, nt tat i haf no confidence in myself... i noe tat nt all ppl feel tis way, esp my other frens whom i'm closer to... i dun ask ppl to go to her blog & flood her cos i feel tat i shldn't b bothered by wat ppl say, do wat is rite... anyway it's nt tat everyone dislikes me... thr r ppl who don't... i jz dun wanna comment cos i shldn't post offensive stuff here whr everyone can c it... they can say wadeva they lyk cos i noe my conscience is clear... God wil nv shortchange me & He's e only one who can judge me... others haf no right to judge me... jz noe tat thr r all sorts of ppl ard...
alr i knew sth is wrong somewhere, jz tat i dunno e exact area... i knew sth went wrong in my class, jz tat i dunno wat happened exactly... God has prompted me tat sth is wrong bt i wasn't sensitive enuff... thr's jz so much which i read abt... dun wanna post anything negative here... anyone out thr who wanna noe, u guys noe wat to do rite? will only tell it to those whom i'm closer to... dun talk abt ser, she will definitely noe abt it... needless to say, God also noes wat happened... hehe... ppl say i keep worrying for e wrong things & tat i'm overly sensitive... am i? hmmm... nvm, i believe God will change me! i've been thru even more terrible situations than tis & some seem to b too problematic for me to handle, wat is tis to me? God brought me thru it all! when i haf probs, i nv fail to confide in God 1st... i even haf prayer warriors behind me supporting me all e way... all bad things tat happen to me r caused by e devil's & 1 thing's for sure, i'm nv going to succumb or admit defeat!
it's cfm, wil b mtg ser ltr for dinner, probably abt 7pm or ltr... shall cfm again... off i go nw... shall update again if thr's anything else... delirious wil b coming down tmr! guess my parents r gonna allow me to go for svc! yeah! k la... shall stop here...
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His princess... out
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ah boy
# Changyan
# Scorpio
he loves
# her
# sports
# watching movies
# playing computer games
his mood
you can get your mood at www.unkymoods.com
his wishlist
:: be a millionnaire ::
:: new sling bag ::
:: a white psp ::
:: be a team leader ::
:: get a license ::
:: a pair of levi's jeans, size 29 ::
:: do well in studies ::
:: to love his girlfriend mre ::
ah ger
# Michelle
# Sagittarius
she loves
# him
# music
# movies
# chocolate
her mood
you can get your mood at www.unkymoods.com
her wishlist
:: go to Israel ::
:: digi cam ::
:: mac laptop ::
:: large-sized huggable Forever Friends bear ::
:: clear, transparent m)phosis tote bag ::
:: make-up set ::
:: do well in studies ::
:: to love her boyfriend mre ::
We met in Dec 2001 and then got to meet up at Sg conference for ah boy's concert in early january 2002....blah blah...(you can replace it with your own story)
